The Prime of My Life

I can feel it.  The tide is turning.  My sexuality is beginning to go into warp speed again.  The timing couldn’t be better either.  Right about the time my son entered full time school over the summer, I began to get a feel for myself again.  How things used to be before I had the life sucked out of me from 24/7 toddler overdrive.  My son is like a bull on speed.  He has so much energy and is so much like me that it was often like we were locking horns at every turn and he was just literally squeezing every last drop of energy I had out of me.

I had no energy left for myself.  I wasn’t interested in sex, I didn’t want to masturbate, I didn’t want to be touched.  It was awful.  Thankfully, my Husband stuck by me.  I know he was impatient.  He showed it often.  I suppose I would too if he were turning me down that much for that long.  I gave in as much as I possibly could, but it did have to be on my terms.  Ugggh.  Yuck.  I’m glad that’s over!

My son went to school and I went to Florida.  It was a much needed trip.  The first 1/2 of it was a business trip, but there was a lot of partying with the ladies going on.  We would be up till 2 am most days drinking 8 or 9 drinks a night.  The last 1/2 was just me in Clearwater Beach, Florida.  I drank there too, but not too much.  I just spent time with myself for once.  Nobody else to worry about or care about.  I had no schedule, except to make the shuttle to and from the beach.  I did what I wanted, when I wanted and with NOBODY!  It was great.

I came home and my libido started to come back.  I think the fact that my son was in school and I had taken some time for myself had really helped me in that respect.  But it kind of plateaued.

Then I had my 35th birthday… and like a magic switch had been turned on, my libido began to increase.  It hasn’t really stopped either.  I’m wanting sex… all sorts of sex.  I want it often.  It’s still on the rise.  I’m entering my prime, this is about the age where a woman does enter the prime of her sexuality, and I think this is it.

I’ve had a sexuality that ebbed and flowed my entire life.  And when it flows, it gushes.  I’m telling you, I’m insatiable when I’m in warp drive sexual state.  And I’m almost there.  I can feel it.  I think about it all the time.  I want it all the time.  My kink desires need fulfilling and I have a deep need for sex sex sex!!!